things that amazing never happen to me, shouldn't that have been a warning sign from the start?
the worst part is; is that this person who gave me hope that there IS someone perfect for me, that chivalry does exist, that i can be so immensely happy, he's, well, not mine.
he'll sort himself out and along the way meet someone who's much more secure, less emotional, more everything i'm not and i'll be left in the past.
while i'll be suffering each and every one of those days from this dull ache that's settled in my chest.
why did i think things would be different this time?
that's life.
