...

it's getting easier to breathe.

i think the fact i'm so sick now, was a blessing in disguise.

as terrible as being sick is, it's better than being sick over someone. 

good thing i didn't get that vaccine, right? 

jokes on me again, don't worry i laughed about it this time.

having feelings for someone is a cycle.

i'm slowly moving from caring very much for you to beginning to get over you.

just thinking, no knowing, we're better separate than together.

and realizing you were probably right when you said our end was inevitable anyway.

i won't lie though, there's still moments of weakness and choked back tears.

and ones that get away too quickly.

i wonder if you think about this at all, or if you're just happy to put it behind you. 

if i was you, i'd probably go with the latter.

hope you figure yourself out or you're gonna die alone.