to the boy who blocked his own shot.

you're awful, i adore you.

i scream to get out of my life as i cling onto you with all my strength.

you're the most masochistic thing i've ever done, by far.

you bring me down so low i swear i feel like i'm already six feet under.

i fucking hope the thought of his hands all over my body made your stomach turn.

and i hope when i'm gone you realize what you've lost. 

we could've had everything.

but instead, we have nothing.

and never will.

so call it quits or get a grip.