love game.

i recently met a boy who took it upon himself to spell out for me exactly what i'm doing wrong when it comes to relationships. 

i'm too emotional, needy, caring, clingy, affectionate, available...etc.

love REALLY is just a game. 

a girl is 98352957 times more attractive if they're uninterested, or at least SEEM uninterested. 

but once you fuck the game up, by actually showing your genuine feelings, you've lost the boy. 

and i've lost so many boys this way. i had them at first because they were unsure of my feelings, and once i knew they were bonkers over me, i let my guard down and reciprocated the feelings. but that's where i "fucked the game up," and they then immediately lost interest and moved on.

how can no one else think this is the most off the wall fucking bananas concept they've ever hear of?

whatever happened to two people being into each other and just being together? 

why does it have to be all about the fucking chase? eventually you're gonna be caught. then what?

this is so unbelievably frustrating it makes me want to completely give up on love altogether. 

the girl who fucking lives her life for love, wants to turn her back on it. 

there's gotta be at least ONE boy out there who's not completely fucked up. 

find me.