[in]fidelity.

i just really need to get this out of my head and put it down somewhere. 

maybe this will even be beneficial and you'll understand why i think the way i do.

i cannot trust a single. guy. period. 

i've been the "other girl" [unknowingly always] more than a few times.

i get hit on by guys in relationships a lot. [even fucking engaged]

and sadly even my friends boyfriends have crossed the line at some point.

[disclaimer: i'm not saying your boyfriend is cheating on you]

this is in no way meant to sound egotistical. if you know me, you know the lack of an ego i have. 

this is just to say how dating has evolved in some backwards, fucked, upside down sort of way. 

the legit dating pool's pretty shallow, at this rate it'll be empty in a year. 

but seriously, to those guys that honestly think they can get away with that multiple girl shit..

you have lost. your. fucking. minds.  

i would just like to thank these guys for fucking me up with trust issues because of their lack of fidelity. 

i don't want to ever be the girl who's taken for granted again.

for anyone who wants in, you're gonna have to have an insane amount of persistence and patience.

good luck.