Thursday, January 29, 2009

laughter is the best medicine.

i just found an i/m convo i saved with an ex. 
keep in mind, this took place the same day we met, few days after we started "talking."
and it actually makes me laugh for how naive i [was/am].
and how fucking pathetic he is with line after line of bullshit.
posting some pieces here so i [and any girl for that matter] will remember how words are so carefully made into bait.
and i made the mistake of biting.

"is it wrong for me to say i could see myself possibly spending the rest of my life with you?"
"my chest feels completely empty right now, but i'm totally okay with it cause i know you're the one holding my heart. <3"
"i'm completely falling in love with you, and as much as i'm attracted to you, i really like that it's more than less based solely on our conversations."
"you're the kinda girl that makes me wish i was in a band, just so i could sing about you constantly."
"i'm like seriously "in love" with you...don't get me wrong, i still wanna take things slow, but idk that anyone's ever held a smile on my face this long, and made me feel the way i do when i think about you."

okay so not to say i wasn't shooting every cliche saying right back at him, but in my defense, i AM a girl. a naive, over-emotional one at that, so naturally i was swooning like crazy.
moral of the story, the guy who was "in love" with me and planning our married life out after 3 days left me, a month later, ON my birthday, without a word. not even goodbye. 
the only trace he left behind was his backbone. 
& some killer trust issues.
at least i can't say he never gave me anything. :] 

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